風信子的天空

It is hard to say goodbye to someone you love, especially the one that you tried to love and accept with all your heart. I know that as time goes by, all the reasons and things we care now might be vanished. I tried hard to memorize the good times and let go at the same time. That’s really conflicting, right? But, I guess those memories will be gone someday in the future as well. I’m not so afraid about that now.

I believe that he must have his reasons to leave like this.

My friends keep telling me that I’ll be okay by myself and there will be a better man for me. Maybe. Probably I never thought that he is not good enough. (I remember that Chess always says that we women have to look at the possibilities of a man and I really believe what I saw in him.)

Anyway, I tried my best and I believe that God’s will is above these sufferings. I will try to carry on and look for my way to survive in Jesus Christ.